my heart is expressed

My grandma got to see Jesus

Saturday night. I envy her.

I haven't been able to express

my feelings or my heart lately . . .

Ecclesiastes has always resounded

with me. Especially this passage:

¹For everything there is a season,

and a time for every matter under heaven:
²a time to be born, and a time to die;

a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;

^{3a time to kill, and a time to heal;a time to break down, and a time to build up;}

^{4a time to weep, and a time to laugh;}

^{a time to mourn, and a time to dance;}

^{5a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together;}

^{a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;}

^{6a time to seek, and a time to lose;a time to keep, and a time to cast away;}

^{7a time to tear, and a time to sew;a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;}

^{8a time to love, and a time to hate;a time for war, and a time for peace.}

Thanks be to God.

i feel like i'm living my faith for the first time.
i have had a big wake up call recently.
faith is faith.
a lot/most of the time it doesn't make sense.

He's giving me dreams again.
Visions of what He wants for me.
Visions of a sold-out daughter.

Brooke Fraser:
'Cos if I add, if I subtract
If I give it all, try to take some back
I've forgotten the freedom that comes from the fact
That you are the sum
So you are the one
I want
-Arithmetic

This man's voice is perfect.
William Fitzsimmons.
He's better live.
His beard is magical.

"Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations,I will be exalted in the earth!"

i found out that i am going to Guatemala this summer.

This is what i am most looking forward to >>>

Far away far away, I want to go far away

To a new life on a new shore line

Where the water is blue and the people are new

To another island, in another life

.allergies.

.all nighter.

.disaster room.

i cannot think straight and i'm leaving now to work here for the next 6 hours. 

i have never had such a hard time trying to force myself to appreciate school. 

i know it's a blessing but honestly, i want to be asleep and i want to be in KC.

Why yes, i am taking a break from school to write... thank you for asking. 

I found a homemade dress at Rockstar & Rogers for $4.

 The last 7 clothing items I have bought have been from there

 including a pair of Gap jeans that I found for $4 as well, and 5 sweet shirts.

Because of this store I have successfully spent $30 on clothing all semester. 

Good job Meg. 

Thanks.