ehh. . .

Trust.

Trust in the Lord.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not onto your own understanding.

i am trusting the Lord.

Even there there is a scary situation in my life.

He knows what's going on.

What a relief.

"Worthy is the Lamb who was slain,
to receive power and wealth and wisdom
and might and honor and glory and blessing!"
-Rev. 5:12

Much like how Ella Fitzgerald shared w/ her
adoring audience that she had "Georgia on her mind"
i've recently had this verse on my mind.

It's good.

Wow, i'm the worst blogger ever.
My posts are ultra-lame.
Sorry folks.

Preserve Me.

Preserve me oh God, let not shame stand in my way.
I have no good apart from you.
But I keep running after broken cisterns that never satisfy.
Won't you open up my soul?
Preserve me oh God, write Your word upon my heart.
I have no good apart from you.
Your streams of mercy, You're never ceasing.
Your streams of mercy, they have no end.
-Preserve Me by Jordan Johnson

This weekend was so greatly needed and so encouraging.
i love the Lord's timing in all it's perfectness.
How great.

But Christ is all & is in all.
Col. 3:11

"Simplicity, purity and obedience to the Word will leave us
weak and powerless in the world's eyes because
we no longer can call upon our possessions and
privileged position as security."
-Brennan Manning

I am learning a lot about simplicity
and what the looks like as a follower of Christ.
Also, what that should look like in my life.
I don't want to count on anything but Christ
for my security.
He is teaching me what this looks like.
Exciting stuff!

oh no. . . i've checked out.

i am praying so hard.

Lord, wake me up!!!

i realized this weekend that have mentally checked out on school.
i have an intense case of senioritis.
i love manhattan.
i love my community here.
For some reason i'm just ready to graduate!!!

i know i'm here for a reason,
seizing each moment is a must.

Help me Lord.

Meg White

i wish my name was Meg White.
Because well i mean number 1, she is a very talented musician...
But the real reason is i REALLY love Ray LaMontagne's
song Meg White from his new album.
It's my fav.

So be aware, one day i may legally change my name.

Aside from that specifically, i wish people would
realize that i'd rather be called Meg than Meghan.
So there you have it.

Colo Spgs.

So praise God i hang out with a lot of friends that
have something huge in common:
spontaneity
So Saturday at 10:00PM we decided to head to Colorado.
Eventually at 11:45PM we got on the road.
And we drove on I-70.
Went to far.
Finally made it to highway 40.
Stopped the car on highway 40 at about 3:45AM.
Got out. Laid a blanket in the highway.
Looked at stars for thirty minutes.
**The most amazingly beautiful stars i have ever seen in my life. There were no cars, no lights anywhere. i saw 4 shooting stars. It was exhilarating.**
Got back in the car.
Made it to Colorado Springs at 7:00AM.
Went to Pikes Peak.
Took a nap in a park.
Ate lunch.
Tire problems.
Took three hours from Salina to Manhattan.
Came home.
24-hour trip to Colorado and back.
Totally worth it.


3When I look at your heavens, the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars,which you have set in place,
4 what is man that you are mindful of him,
and the son of man that you care for him?
Psalms 8