i'm pretty sure my blog is of no
interest to most people . . .
that's okay.

It's an outlet. A great outlet.

While watching a video today, i have realized even more how
much my life is saturated by unbelief. i feel like it is an inescapable trap
which i am smothering in.

Where did my love, joy, my heart go?
i feel like they are gone from my life, my actions . . .

i feel very stuck. VERY stuck.