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i'm pretty sure my blog is of no

interest to most people . . .

that's okay.

It's an outlet. A great outlet.

While watching a video today, i have realized even more how

much my life is saturated by unbelief. i feel like it is an inescapable trap

which i am smothering in.

Where did my love, joy, my heart go?

i feel like they are gone from my life, my actions . . .

i feel very stuck. VERY stuck.